There are many times I feel as though I bring real meaning to the name of this website. I sometimes think this work is so pointless, I'm just wasting my time. But saying it's Futile Work tends to have a reverse psychological effect too, I realize it's futile, and in a strange sense that keeps me going. I believed at one time that if I got everything perfect, then I would be content. If you read my updates, you'll soon realize (as I have) perfection is, dare I say, futile.